1 YEAR!
Happy Cancerversary to ME! Did I just make myself a new holiday? You bet I did! Did I even take a personal day to "celebrate" said holiday? Absolutely! I put in for this personal day MONTHS ago, not knowing how I would feel about this date. I thought about how I wanted to spend the day, but I couldn't make any decisions until about 2 weeks ago. Would I want to spend the day doing something? Being with people? Wallowing on my couch? I knew I didn't want it to be anticlimactic as sometimes New Year's Eve's of the past were (aside from the NYE weddings- those kicked ass) or my birthday sometimes is. I planned the whole thing out, and so far, it has not disappointed! Replaying April and May, and looking at the appointments on the calendar has been a weird trip. Constantly on my mind, I've been thinking about how scared I was. Mammogram on March 29, biopsy on April 8, phone call at 3:10PM on April 10 and then not knowing anything. And the...