On Wednesdays we wear pink?
4/24/24
I am exhausted. Of course this makes me think there's something else wrong with me when it's probably the trauma of the last 2 weeks. I don't throw the word trauma around lightly...is that what this is? Has it really been 2 weeks! I skipped a meeting tonight, and came right home for ice packs and a 90 minute nap. It's 8:02 and I'm laying in bed. I've been sleeping okay at night, this is just bizarre.
No new results. Still waiting. I am so hopeful that yesterday's biopsies were out of an abundance of caution and the genetics are all negative.
Now, my new interesting annoyance: Pink. Pink hasn't ever been my favorite color. I usually keep one pink top in my closet at a time. Over spring break I had my toe nails painted light pink and now I look down and feel angry. What made me choose that color? (It's time for a pedicure.) I know the camaraderie of the light pink ribbon is comforting to some, but right now, that's not a club I want to be in! I wore my pink top yesterday (it's really comfy), it didn't make my skin crawl, but I did wonder if people thought I was wearing it because it's now "MY" color. The history of the pink ribbon is interesting, maybe I'll get over it....maybe....
