I'm ALIVE!
First, my tender skin still hurts, but I'm managing. Jason brought me one of those silly neck fans from the camping stuff last night....as a joke. You can use your imagination but it worked and it made me laugh.
Second, today I was brave and went to a new workout place, alone, where I didn't know anyone...and I didn't die. Every time I ask a doctor what I should do to prevent symptoms, possible bone density issues, etc. that come with my impending medically induced menopause they've said exercise and strength training. UGH! I KNOW! STOP YELLING AT ME! I really don't enjoy exercising. At all. Or sweating. I've had a few stints in my life while doing Couch to 5K and 21 Day Fix when I actually craved it, but those stints have been few and far between. It's time. It's past time.
I was intrigued about Iron and Oars in Waukee, which is owned by a Scout mom. I sent her a big long email sharing my whole story (and concern about dying), and never heard back, so I just signed up for a class (the first one is free). Rowing, strength training and flexibility. I really liked it. It made me feel strong and energized, even though I used little weights today. It will be interesting to see how I feel tomorrow. The next step is signing up for 30 days for $30. Who wants to join me!?
The OBGYN appointment Monday was fine, I updated her on all of the things, she gave me a ton of time...and a pap smear even though I just had one last year ("just because you've got all of this other stuff going on"....eyeroll). I see a nurse practitioner who doesn't do surgery, so couldn't answer some of my possible hysterectomy questions. I do have a consult with a doctor on August 20. I have a "best case scenario time frame" in my head, we'll see if that matters. At least on August 20 I won't need to write sub plans.
Tomorrow is my physical with my primary care physician. And therapy. I'm. Sick. Of. Doctors. That said, I've chosen well, and I am a BIG proponent of preventative care! Have a physical! Have a mammogram!